I told someone yesterday that I was courageous. Well, wrote to them. wrote. But still. I am.
What does it mean to you? That you might be courageous too?
What do I mean when I say it about myself? I mean that I am still here. I am still looking around starry eyed… I am still having moments when I realize I am totally in love with my children. (also, the opposite, but still.)…I am currently willing to try a little ‘feeling’ with dating… (thats the most tepid shout of joy ever, but still… its there!!)
I run outside to see satellites in the sky. I stare out the window at the blue blue sky and just gaze.
I am choosing. I am laughing. I am striding.
I am .
oh man, I am.