Humanity

I’m annoyed.

I’m annoyed, I’m annoyed, I’m annoyed.

many things:  1. i had a whiskey last night and i loved it and was sober when i went to bed and i feel groggy today and that is annoying.

2. a friend that i know well pointed out to me that not everything is a gift.  murder, abuse, auschwitz. not gifts. and then i was bummed out. of course not everything is a gift. i was humbled. and my priviledge was painted on my face.  and i have to work on how i remember and incorporate. annoying work.

3. my kids are gone til monday and i should have planned how to entertain myself but i didn’t and i am SO ANNOYED by myself.

OH MY GOD I AM SO ANNOYED.

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Its possible that this dinner is causing me the problem and the whiskey was just fine. but fuck it. fuck it all.

oh my god, a national emergency?! fuck it all.

I’m annoyed.

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